Doing somewhat better now, although still wrestling with feelings of anger, disappointment and shame. And bitterness. That will probably last a lifetime.
Thank you to my close friends and family, who stepped up their game and listened. Thank you to the unexpecteds, who surprised me with your understanding and compassion. And thanks especially to Mateo, for being cute and clueless. You'll get it one day, and I don't think you'll be so carefree, then. I just want to protect you and give you the most happiness I can. I am sorry I can't shield you from everything.
What happened, Lee? Are you okay? I get out of work at 11pm my time. Will call.